Take me back to first time we met, when everything seemed so magical. When being around you made me feel me. You epitomized the feeling of being in love for me. It just felt so gorgeous. I knew you would always be there for me no matter what.
Take me back when those vows of love n commitments were made. When that one smile of yours was capable of making my day a thousand times better.
And now, everything’s changed nothing holds the same position as it did in the past, then let it be love, trust or misunderstandings. Everything seems like a lie now. When I look back at it, it seems like a perfect anecdote of truth. I now embrace every moment we spent together when the roots of relationship were strong enough to withstand any storm.
Misunderstandings and trust issues have hurdled up our back. The air is filled with suspicion now which was once full of love and care. Every memory of the past which I still withhold now only acts as a needle which constantly pricks me every moment. I try to gain solace with it because nothing is the
same now. Letting go is not easy as people make it look. Specially when you were so attached to a person. He was the one who gave me both, the best and the worst memories. It’s the worst feeling when you don’t believe in love, and one fine day this person enters your life, re-moulds the definition of love for you, makes it seem like a blessing, and also is the one
who leaves you and goes. I still question myself as to what actually went wrong. Where was I mistaken, where did our relationship start falling apart and why? I was in the constant fear of losing you but I felt our relationship was strong enough to handle any storm, but after all we are humans.
Can the nature of humans ever change? I don’t think so.
My meaning of love for you was probably loving you enough to let you go.
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